Thursday, February 02, 2006

3rd part of my dream

a friend called me on my cell which makes me jump out of my chair. i was scared i don't know why. probably too much thinking. after spending 15 minutes talking to her i found something odd. i looked at the time that i post "my dream" and it says 11:02am and i as i looked at the wall clocked in front of me, it was almost 2:30pm.probably the time wasn't adjusted to eastern time. it just makes me confused the first time i looked at it.

the 3rd part of my dream started when i was entering this big tunnel going to the airport.somehow it getting smaller and smaller until i found myself crawling. afraid of small spaces as i was and try to be in a hurry to catch up with the other, i tried to crawl faster. the tunnel was getting dark which now looks like a small cave. as i was crawling i turned right which at first i thought was the end of the tunnel. i was horrified with what i saw. a young lady which seems to be a nun was talking to an old women burried in a dirt. the lady who seems to be a nun laying down on her stomach and her right hand stretching across this old ladys shoulder. they were talking. it was so faint that i could barely hear what they were saying. i continued crawling and i was even more shocked to see this old lady almost like a zombie. i can't even recognized the face.but she was alive. the nun was tring to comfort her listening to this old ladys final wish. she choosed it to be that way. to lay there until her final hour. this is some sort of old practices where they want to stay in a grave before thier final hour.

i crawled even more faster and found another two older women lying next to each other. alive and too weak also waiting for their last hour. the man before me said 94 as he past by the old women also burried in dirt and in the their foot part was seems to be a small cave or probably a grave. when i crawled past by them i 95 but don't even know what it means. i exited the tunnel and when i was on my feet, i saw more old men and women lying and burried on the ground waitng for thier last minute. a woman seems to know whats going on or probably like a tour guide explained it to us. she said that this is a place where people choosed to die as accordance to their old practices. it was just a dream but comes to my mind was an old practices though this was only a dream. in their final hour they would choosed to be burried in this some kind of holy grave until they die. they don't eat, drink but just wait there. when you pass by them you have to recognise their wishes. when that man passed by them he was the 94th man and would also wish them to grant their wishes. i remember the smile of one of the old lady as the man says 94 as he crawled pass by her. as for me when i said 95 my eyes was on the other direction trying to avoid the image of this old lady.

i saw more and more as i walked at the end on the tunnel. looking from my left and my right, just plenty of them.they look like dead out of the grave. i thought i should not say anything but respect their practices and their wishes.

as we reach the end of the tunnel i saw bright light and alot of people. its more or like a festival. probably i think earlier of what cathy wrote me in her e-mail that she was preparing a dish for the festival.
a lot of people gathered around like that of nov.1 the way we celebrate that day going to the cemetery. i heared this woman on a loud megaphone requiring that each and everyone of us has to bring a bone. big or small as long as you bring one. if you didn't you have to go back in that tunnel and get one. i said to myself that i ain't gonna go back in there. i looked back at the tunnel and it was already dark and can't even see nothing from the mouth of the cave.
"hell no" isaid to this other fellow and we started to look for bones.human bones.but can't find nothing.everywhere nothing.that means we have no other choice but to go back to the cave. we tried to look and look but still couldn't find even a single teeth. i jump from these old structure and found a big giant bowl like where they supposed to the put the gathered bones. stepping away from it i bumped into this two ladies also looking for bones. to make this short i saw another cemetery from the other side of the hills but its across the boarder. it was already at the canada side. I persuade them to a get a bone just for us to get home but it was all unfruitful. we can't go home unless we give them a bone. then a man said unto us that we should not be afraid of going back to the cave and give those dying people a true wish that their wishes would be granted. if we do then we will certainly find a bone inside the. that is the only way.no other else.
after that i opened my eyes and woke up. isaid to myself"im not going back to that cave"
end

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