finding my own peace on my b-day

3 hours past 12 midnight and i'm here again sitting in front of my pc thinking about all the negative situations i had since yesterday. my day didn't start right when an old friend called me on the phone while i was on my way home from work. i thought she would like to talked about her problems again, but she started talking alot of nonsense. i could talked to her all day as long as she refrain herself from asking things about my private life and judge me according to what's right for her. i told her alot of times that negative thought would attract negative situations and i don't want to hear all about it, but she just won't listen. i told her that i'm going to hang the phone as it started to irritate me, but she never stop so i did hung the phone. she has alot of negative thoughts in her.

my whole day was ruined and no matter how i tried control those negative situation to come into me, i just can't. it seems that everything is pouring in like a rain in a thundering storm. at the back of detroit princess i put on my ipod, listen to some worship songs and prayed to god. i asked him to give me peace on my birthday. i looked at peace and calm water of the detroit river and thank god for the serenity. i thank god for everything that he had given me. this is what makes me happy and not the strong beat of hiphop music at the front of the boat. i chosed to be alone at that moment and god gave me what i asked for. he always does. he never failed me. after all i'm a child of the most high god and he has more in store in heaven for me. since i started serving him, he always give me what i asked. God always keep his promise in John 15:7..."if you remain in me and my words in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you".....