Thursday, December 25, 2008

where are you christmas

today is our Lord Jesus Christ birthday, as they say.Though the bible doesn't really said the exact date of when Jesus was born. For me it doens't really matter. The important things is we we celebrate the day He was born.

Right now I'm drinking this Kosher wine that was given to me by me friend. I didn't know it got alcohol in it. The last bottle she gave me was just like a juice. Right now i cannot see good and i got double vision. I'll be sleeping in a minute.

anyho, the whole world celebrate Christmas and everybody is so happy about it. Though most of the people who celebrate christmas doesn't really know the real meaning of christmas. We have christmas party and we give gifts but that's all what we feel with christmas. We thought it's about holiday, giving gifts, having party, but we forgot that it's really about Jesus. We think of other things and even forgot to tell Him happy birthday.hmmmmm i think we should put back Christ in chirstmas because that's what it's all about.

hrrrr now I'm getting dizzy. sooooo sleepy but i need to finish this. Just have to look closer at my keyboard. I'm always running three PC at a time and very good at what keyboard to use in a certain Pc but now i don't know what keyboard to use.

i liked to talked about the video. I loved it so much. everytime i play it, it's like thousands of needle are piercing through me. and a big one through my heart. i guess it's because i'm lonely. being alone is not easy. i wished i had somebody with me celebrating christmas. though i'm used of being alone, i think once in a while the true me really comes out. what i felt and what's deep inside of me. but i trust the Lord that in due time, He will give me the desire of my heart....and that to marry the girl of my dream. maybe now is not the time but i know it will come.....

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

yodi:)

1:30 AM  

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