Sunday, March 30, 2008

feeling down?

this past few days i've been so lonely,feeling depressed or i just could say feeling down. Probably that's what going on with me. with a lot of things going on with my life, it is difficult for me to embrace all of it. i put alot of pressure on myself to do all of this things that until now i haven't finished any of it. now my desires to do this things are gone. few weeks ago i was on my feet to finish one thing so i could move on to the next one, spending only three to four hours of sleep. now i've been sleeping too long and everytime i'd try to do what am i supposed to do, i stop right away. it seems that i don't have a life at all. party's doesn't enjoy me nor thus my work. I don't feel the excitement that i had few weeks ago. probably God is trying to tell me something. Though He answer my prayers but there are things that are so very unclear to me. I've spent most of the time trying to learn His words and walk in His ways. Though i've made some mistakes, i've asked forgiveness from Him. I know the devil is trying to win me over. There is a battle going on with me right now but i trust in the Lord so much. After all the things that He had done for me, i could never gave up my faith no more.